bleh dont feel like having this xanga anymore.....imma make a new one...find it if u can i guess

~alanna

Currently Playing Houkai Anpurifa By Asian Kung-Fu Generation see related

DAMN!! havent wrote in here since forever well i guess im writin now since its kinda "important"....anywayz i cant beleive we're graduating already..its getting kinda sad...i dont really wanna go to marshall...and worst of all im on b track T_T...anyways i guess im just kinda scared to go...iono just thinkin about it is like damn imma arrive there by myself and barely noe anyone....i guess its just a phobia i got in 7th grade how i feel like people will back stab me or sumtin...so i dont really wanna start all over and make new friends when it was already hard enough in middle school...i guess its just depressing me, i guess i can never get over it...anyways im so pissed i dont get a vacation especially on July 2...thats wat pissed me off the most!!! BUt im glad that at school everyone is getting along in my class im not even bother with wat happened in the past as long as we get along before we all leave i'll be happy...i still gotta buy my graduation dress too...none of dresses i like are my size cuz im a 0 or 1 and thats hard to find T_T....well im glad that i got everything outta my system....i'll write later i guess...

~alanna 

~okay recap~

thursday: we got out early so it was really cool...well first we had a leadership party thing that was okay. then amirah, vanessa and me decided to go to citywalk. so first we walked to each others houses to pick up some money. so i grabbed a bunch of tokens ^^ then we started walkin to the subway station. it was amirah's first time on a subway hehe  anywayz when we got there it took forever for the stupid tram to arrive cuz it was like drivin at 3 mph or sumtin. but when we got there we couldnt watch a movie like we planned because we all had to get home by 5pm. so we just decided to go to jillian we played DDR..it was funny cuz amirah was really good but me and vanessa were just jumping around hehe ^_^then we went to sum stores and just looked around. we got some chocolate frozen bananas...that were really hard so we had like chocolate all over our faces hehe...then we went to the glow shop and bought some bracelets and a little special surprise for somebody hehe  then we decided to go home...while we were ont he subway we decided to take sum pics with our phone...we took like over 50 and we only liked two hehe then we walked vanessa home and amirah and me just satyed at her house for a while before walkin to open house. it was borin at open house though so we went to corner grill...and by 7 i went home...barely did any hw and then just went to sleep.

~alanna

today was a perty cool day...well in first me and amirah were running around tryin to find mr.o and the leadership jackets hehe...then after that we started the career day thing...at first i was assigned for this counseling lady but i changed for this lady from "for pets only"..and im soooo glad i did!!! i got to play wit the 4 yorkies she brought and this really pretty whitish kitty all day hehe. i also got partnered wit zhely!!! ^^ it was really cool...except that alot of people were really annoying...i wanted to strangle them...like the kids were all like OMG!!! IVE NEVER SEEN A DOG BEFORE!!! or sometin like that, and me and zhely are just yelling STFU and SIT DOWN!!!! hahaa it was hilarious...and then we ate some food and went to 5th and did the nasty tobacco project....then we went to p.e. and we lost our baseball game -__- we were like undefeated and jhoman got kinda pissed that we lost cuz alot of the people on our team wasnt even doing anything...then afterschool me and ally went to corner grill but my fries tasted bland so i agve it to julius heh....anywayz now im at home being lazy hehe.

~alanna